The new life, the new travelogue.

Dreams

2011-09-30T01:25:00.001+08:00

What a nightmare. I was falling, the plane was going down vertically.

I woke up instantly with tears in my eyes.

I prayed for safety.

Dont ever take things for granted, especially our vulnerable lives.

Treasure and be thankful we are still alive.

Thank you.

No beef for a month.

I felt homely.

2011-09-19T11:23:00.004+08:00

Seriously, for the first time in my life, i missed home so much.

The cold, freezing weather in Auckland comparing to the warm, sunny Singapore.

A word, unbearable! Its SO FREAKING COLD.

Standby in the hotel for a day. Went for grocery shopping the day before, preparing the cook in the hotel for the entire standby day. Thought it would be piece of cake.

NO, IT WASNT. Left my honey marinated steak to cook in the pan by itself while I went to brush my teeth. Seriously, whats going wrong with my brain, I really don't know. Went back to check on the progress of steak and realised one side of it was cooked to CHAR TAR, then I flipped it to the other side and left it there once again, when "The Simpsons" was playing on the tv. My god... Both side char tar.... My steak was fully cooked to the max.

Missed my cosy bed, missed my softy beanie seal, missed mum's cook even though sometimes it isnt that nice, missed Bao, missed dad....

Was thinking how it would be like if im leaving for uk next year. 2 years....

Cook myself, do the laundry myself :(

Theres no place better than home.

i got the feeling

2011-09-13T21:23:00.001+08:00

Yes. Damn! Now i know how the seniors felt. All alone doing the newspapers. And after i finished everything. Here she came, "ohhh, thank you for doing".

HAHAHA, U'RE MOST WELCOME......

where i desire to be... Italy, lake como

2011-09-11T22:21:00.005+08:00

This is my first ever train ride. Not subway, metro, and even SMRT! To my first destination, Lago di Como in Milan, Italy. It was not on my die-die to go list, but was easily being convinced by few friends who recommended me to go. I had no regret listening to their suggestions and thank god for such an eye-opening. It is sooooo pretty and simply BEAUTIFUL. I watched a variety show in London's hotel room, 'Relocation'. It mentioned that Lake como is one of the HOTTEST summer vacation location for the europeans. Indeed, along the lake, vacation houses are everywhere. If i have the chance, i really wish to get a vacation house there. So relaxing and breathe-taking. It really is. You get to see old couples sitting on the bench reading books and doing sun-tanning. People running their dogs and cars moving at slow speed as the roads are pretty narrow. Theses are the scene you only see in the movies! Not lying, the life is so slow-paced, and laid back. I love this place. I really do. Till now, after two weeks i came back from there, i still couldnt withdraw myself from there.

Enough.

2011-09-06T20:49:00.000+08:00

Please dont be so nice to me, i'll feel guilty.

Please dont put in everything on me, i'll feel burdened.

I need space, more than anyone else, cos im not anyone else.

How many times i need to tell you to stop waiting!

Dont try my limit.

the world of grown up

2011-08-18T22:56:00.002+08:00

A longchamp that costs around 300bucks. A gift from him, a random gift he said.

No, it cant be simply a random gift without any motive or hope. I rejected over and over again. Now im beginning to believe what the lady said. Could be it be true that they are out there for motives? I dont want to think too much alr.

Hate this feeling...

2011-07-10T11:23:00.000+08:00

Seriously, i hate this feeling.

I shouldn't be thinking, but i couldn't control.

Give me some time to forget.

yes... time heals everything.

Nevertheless, blessed with safe flights and very very nice crew. Thankyou!:)

Shall not ask for more. I am blessed!

vincent.

2011-03-09T22:24:00.002+08:00

a beautiful song... a world which was never meant for one, as beautiful as you.

listening to it... so peaceful..

a mess, let me out!

2011-03-04T20:37:00.004+08:00

i may be smiling, but it isnt real.

i may be telling you, i am fine, but its just an act

i pretend to be strong.

for all these years, i had been holding up this smile.

Now, I dont know how long i could hold.

when i was left alone,walking alone, taking bus rides alone, i began to look back.

i was such a carefree person.

thats me.

i seem to be drifting away.

i want it back. i desire it.

i know i should move on and i will. but just allow me to dream.

i want a new start from this mess.

yes, i am avoiding. I wont deny.

yes, i am coward. I wont deny.

I dont know how to face it. I dont know how to solve it.

I dont want to have any repeats.

I look back, but i will move on.

I just cant bring myself to fall into this again.

I dont know how to treasure. I dont know how to appreciate.

I dont dare, because i dont want to lose.

Give me the choice.

For now, i really want to fly to somewhere away from this mess.

I am tired, indeed. Meeting up with so many different ones. Wheres the time for myself.

No one to blame, but myself.

Hopefully the start of my new job will be the begin of my new life.

I am looking forward to it. Excited, yet nervous.

Realized i spent around 4k in this 4months! OMG. cant believe my spending power.

think before i act, please!!

tend to have the bad habit to buy things that are unnecessary and regret after that.

REALLY STUPID. REALLY!

Solution- Get someone to accompany for shopping to stop this craziness.

Yes! SAVE! must save.

mile not equals to mild

2010-11-09T12:09:00.003+08:00

I dont want to feel this way. But whenever i need you, you wont be here.

yes, there are ones around me, but it wont be you.

I used to think that thousand miles is nothing as long as we stay strong.

Silly.

Now, "miles" seems to be one big thing.

you always assume i am busy, but did you ask.

3 more months to go. I hope i could stay firm.

Please, leave me here.

2010-10-12T20:16:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, its just too wonderful to be real.

Nice people around me, princess treatment, nice working environment, excellent benefits.

I got them all.

Far too good to be real.

I love the present not the past, I enjoy THIS job, THIS moment, THIS fun.

Just leave me here, where i dream, where i want, where i desire to be.

Blessed

2010-10-05T18:19:00.006+08:00

Been so long since my last update due to lack of time. Now? Currently in the office, hmm, waiting for the time to pass.. Blogging is the best time to kill time.

2 Weeks of internship past. The best word to describe:

Boring.

However, i am blessed with super nice mentors, Irene and Ros. Not forgetting my entertainers, Ghani and Kamar:)

I used to think that this department is like hell. And indeed it really is. The only interaction with the outside world is through the heartless phone. And the only people i interact through the phone are the drivers. The tour coach drivers. ARG... Sounds great.......... Thats what i am going to do for the rest of the 17weeks?? Really felt depressing. No motivation. So in order to motivate myself. I thought of buying a dog. So that if even i dreaded to work, i will tell myself that dog is waiting for me at home. That will be my new motivation to work hard, finish quick, reach home fast. Talked to my parents, and they found it amusing. But i seriously need motivation. That boy had flew, like thosands km away.

And one fine day, my dear human resource manager called my line, asking me to meet her. Woa! I am transferring to the TOURS department! YIPEEE! The best news ever for this week. Had to hide my excitement and happiness infront of my supervisor. Yes.. ACT came in..I cant be jumping up and down, having a big smile across my face, telling her i am transferring. " Haiz, i will be transferred away.." I told her, showing a face of unwillingness. Deep inside me, I wanted to fly over ASAP!

Wed- Training at sentosa academy.

Thurs and fri, went on the coach. It was so much fun compared to staying in the office, staring at the computer and pretending to be busy. Get to take the beach tram around the beach during free time. Look at the beaches, enjoying the breeze, enjoying the peacefulness of the island.

I love it.

undelivered gift

2010-04-18T01:28:00.001+08:00

A gift that i might not be able to give out....

Get well pls!

2010-04-15T09:13:00.002+08:00

Please do not fall sick again...

I forbid you to...

Its too sudden...

I am not prepared mentally for anything at all...

Promised to visit you in this dec.. But not now...

Please... I cant bear to see you leave...

My love to you..

need advice..

2010-02-28T22:46:00.000+08:00

Australia or New Zealand?!?

im officially missing you...

2010-02-03T20:51:00.002+08:00

OMG!!! fall in love with that!!! im officially missing you...

Went to watch MY EX, got freaked out.. cant sleep in the night, waking up like a zombie...

But i am not regret to watch it.. Its really damn scary!!

Though yvo and yixiu were scolding me about wasting money to watch ghost movie without seeing the face of the ghost, i felt my money was worth spending on.. It made my adrenaline rose to the max, making me felt super excited, which in turn improved my blood circulation=))

Ok, but i will get paranoid for at least one week?? Imagining random things.. ARGH! cant control...

Yea! presentations over!! Chinese New Year!! Hangbaos!!! Chocos!!! Shark Fin!! Abalone and bakkwa!! PIMPLES ( STAY AWAY PLS)!!!

im sorry

2010-01-22T22:25:00.002+08:00

Sorry, brother....

Hurt you again...

I know you had contributed alot these two years..

Forever by my side when i am sick, down or whatever..

Thinking of me all the time even if you went overseas..

Msging me to remind me to take care of myself every now and then...

Sending me videos when i am stressed up with my projects to cheer me up..

The list could go on and on..

But what i did for u?

NOTHING?!!

Except for talking to you only when you talk to me...

Really sorry.. i cant do anything more than that...

studying is all what i want now..

haircut!

2009-10-14T23:21:00.006+08:00

YES!!! I HAD A HAIRCUT!! finally!! haha.. but photos are deceiving... my real hair length is much longer=) haha! and for the first time, my room was exposed! haha.. yes... in the background, that's part of my room.. can see the stitchies??!! haha. there's three more on my bed!

Started working at sitel.. training for the past one whole week... it's over now! hoooray!! i graduated and i can handle calls from today onwards!! heee.. cant wait!! but i think, i should dig my ears more often, cant hear what the customers on the line were talking about.. Today receievd a call. Like usual, i have to ask how to address her. She replied:'' jenny''. but i heard jelly.. I was kind of shocked.. JELLY?! who will name herself jelly?? i controlled myself from laughing, went on professionally.. ''SO, MS JELLY, HOW MAY I HELP YOU?'' She heard me clearly and she immediately corrected me, is jenny, J-E-N-N-Y. WTH, MALU MALU!! lucky it was on the phone, she cant see me=))

next week sch reopens, but i have no sch!! haha. ITB ASIA! $$$

i am adapting well... i believe i can do it! yes! jiayou yanyan!

Coincidence

2009-09-27T23:36:00.005+08:00

Coincidence is the noteworthy alignment of two or more events or circumstances without obvious causal connection. hahah.. wa... so profound huh..... i copied from wiki=))

Have you experienced banging onto the same person at different locations, different timing, different days without informing each other?

I had=)

haha! YES! Soooo amazing! i used to think that it would not happen in real life that's only in the dramas.. Like walking down the street and you meet the person and after that you meet him again.. SOOO DRAMATIC! it's all planned in the script!

but i experienced it...

so i believed!

1ST-TM
2nd- East Coast Park
3rd- East Coast Park
4th- Library
5th- Bus Stop
6th- Outside Library
7th- TM
8th- (Recently) Bedok station platform

Coincidences...

Today!
went aiport in the early morning.. drank cuppicinno to keep myself awake..
It failed!! I was even more tired after drinking it..

wooo~~81838291

2009-09-23T22:33:00.005+08:00

Getting a new number isnt a happy thing or something worth to celebrate about.. WORSE! i have two new numbers to memorize! my mobile and house phone! Had been using my old number for like 6 years?? 2004 to 2009! 98200428! Notice the 2004 in my number! thats how i remb the year i recieved it! such a memorable year!! hahha.. too exaggerating.. but the number did accompany me for 6 years.. went through ups and downs! changing its partners (handphones) countless times due to the careless owner which is me.. So angry with the starhub sales aunty! I knew i can transfer my number from the singtel to starhub! But she said its very troublesome, you need to go back to singtel to check. WTH!! so... papa asked me to change... Not troublesome for her anymore, but for ME!!! I have to msg everyone about my new number and to key in every contacts one by one! wa... sounds tedious... so till now, i havent msg people about the number as well as keying in the contacts.. heeee.. =( OCT 19! you will go into history!! AR...miss you and missing you... SNIFF~~~~~~~ New number! 81838291, welcome!

Working as usual.. for cotton and stb.. Cotton on is really BORING!!! working at a fast speed, end up nothing left to do, rotting there.. so i changed strategy! Folding the clothes and moving at a really slow speed just to kill time.. Kena teased by senior for doing things so slow! WHAT CAN I DO!! and... STB.. have to go aiport for like 5 times a week! and there for 2-3hours! But its fun inside the transit! you can get really close to the plane!! haaha.. finished my ''ang moh'' and indians surveys... DIE.. Left with chinese and others like south african.. SOOO ashamed of myself! cant speak chinese fluently! can anyone tell me how to say '' which of the following amentities listed below you think your hotel should provide as essentials?''! tell me! hahhaa.. surveyed one chinese lady today and i believed she cant really understand me.. BECAUSE even i feel so weird! Enhance internet security.. SECURITY!! suddenly i forgot what was that in chinese! I said, JIA QIANG WANG LUO BAO XIAN! OMG!! and she laughed... =(( Bao xian! Insurance! haiz... IDIOTIC! sent lingmin off in the transit when i was working today! haha.. he's flying... so nice... first time i am sending people off in the transit!! so cool!! hahaa.. anyway, this sunday, another one flying~~ hope to see him off too.. ar... i want to fly too!! when can i be the one waving goodbye to the people who are not flying...

I got to sleep early every night! By 12! Exercise!

Go jogging tmr!! at 7am! cant wake up today! tmr i diedie must force myself up!

yah! healthy lifestyle!

night, yanyan!
sleep now!

Ignore any msges after 12! YES, just do it!

i finally said it out...

2009-09-12T23:01:00.002+08:00

Its after much consideration before i said it out...
No matter how we tried, things just dont go well..
No matter how much effort we put in to make this works, it still failed...
No regrets...
Its all about trying and testing before you meet the right one.
You are a good guy
Trust me,
A better girl will come by soon...
Treasure her, give her the support and attention that all girls need.
Thanks for changing my mindset!
Thanks for changing me to be a better person!
STILL FRIENDS=)
i still want to play squash!!!

my pathetic toes.....

2009-09-12T00:12:00.003+08:00

yes... bleeding bleeding..damn pain now!!!
My pathetic toes... How come u bleed! I really cant remb how i got them injured! Maybe i kick onto something?? And the most funny thing was that i dont feel any pain at all! I am super insensitive! Till i removed my shoes, then i realised two toes were bleeding and i started to feel the pain...

Yesterday night slept at 2am because my stomach was super empty! I cant sleep without a full stomach.. i need enough energy to get me to sleep. So every night has to eat supper! Missed out yesterday, so took a long time to fall alsleep.. 7am in the morning, woke up by papa! First time!! He gave me 50 dollars! OMG! Normally i have to pester him for money. Set alarms to wake up at 6plus to camp, ask him for money and get back to sleep after receiving the $$.. Hahah..For once! He came into my room early in the morning to pass me the money without my pestering! I AM SOO HAPPY!! Felt so energetic!! hahah! Received 50 from him on wed and left with 20 yst... Spent alot on eating and playing!!

Finally after being energetic for few mins, i fell alsleep again! Until this travel agency called me to have a short interview with me.. I thought it was mummy.. ''HELLO'' to her in an irritated tone.. hahha.. she went to ask me how i would do if i encountered an angry customer.. I was in a semi conscious state..Anyhow crapped with her... '' TO deal with them is to stay calm and blablabla!'' I am good in bla-ing until i dont even know what i am talking about.

MEGAZIP at sentosa IS REALLY SO FUNN!!! Make me feel like going back to pri and sec sch camps.. hahaha..

And i am sooo going to set up this cake business with Liping! We can do it! Told papa yst and he supported it! He wanted to give me the capital to start it. But no way papa, i am going to do it without yr fundings! hahah.. I want to get the funding myself!

Hee, getting emotional...Thanks papa, you supported everything i do and gave me the trust. I know you will continue to give me yr support and trust. Just like the recent business proposal, even my idea was not viewed favourably by someone.. You supported it all the way, making me feel so great! haha.. You really invested alot of money in me.. and though i am working, i am still getting money from you... don worry! i will treat u and mummy( though mummy did alot of naggings which i hate!!!) very well in future and make you proud to have a daughter like me!

thankyou=)

Its holiday! REALLY!

2009-08-31T00:23:00.010+08:00

Hahhah! i am not really that busy to blog.. but LAZY to blog... and ya, spider webs are everywhere on my blog..

STB and cotton on jobs are quite slack.. STB is flexible timing, up to me to decide, works like six hours a week for cotton! wa... so, quite free.. BUT, have to work on the business proposal...

Its really interesting, coming up with ideas to solve problems. Inventing things.. hahhaa.. Really fun, but the thinking part is not that enjoyable... Every night before i sleep, i need to think of things that can be invented to solve problems... hmmm, not enough brain juice alr...Btw! i heard that people who think alot are those with curly hairs?? Just like Albert Einstein! so hmm, i think i think alot too... I HAVE CURL HAIRS!! but only about 1/3 is curl...

Too long didnt update... lost track of the things that happened..hmmm...

Quitted my job at kenny... Decided to quit because the management has no referent POWER! hahha! MR GINGER R DANDAN's the best!! Someday, i might drop by kenny to eat free muffins and drink ice tea! heee.. will miss Joann, ahjie, ah sheng, da ge and BOBO!=((

and alotalot more things to mention.. but lazy to type.. Really.. typing used up alot of energy.. The best activity is sleeping! You can burn few calories without moving yr body at all! soo AMAZING~ I should sleep more=))

Wed went to play badminton and Tennis with Joann.. I seriously need to build up my stamina! Felt super jelly after playing for like less than 2 hrs! OMG!! cannot cannot! Yanyan need to exercise! haha.. good for health!

AND! LAST MON? cant remb the date.. went to meet my sec friends and Form teacher, MRS TAN.. She cut her hair! just like me.. still kept saying i changed alot.. I just cut my hair...hahah! Supposed to be teachers' day, i am supposed to buy her gift.. but it turned out to be children's day and i received a gift!! It is a nod nod brown monkey... hahaha Will auto nod its head under solar light.

I HAVE MORE TO SAY! but thats all for today!

i need sleep!

Holiday!!

2009-08-22T19:07:00.003+08:00

hahha.. i owned minmin a photo of the two of us!

Will post more of yr photos soon k! Love you!

Dont be misled by the post title..

Nono, its not holiday...

BUT SOON IT WILL BE!

7 more days!

7 is a lucky number and a nice number

Telling and reminding myself about the holiday is the only motivation for me to keep me going!

Hahah!

List of things i am going to do this holiday:

Work for STB

Sing K

Find a job ( soon i will quit KENNY! )

Learn Violin

Continue Korean classes

Go HK aloonne or with bro=))

PLAY WORK HAVE FUN!

ACCOUNTING~~~ here i come! i will conquer u!

i am not fufilling my own promise...

2009-08-06T21:13:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!!
Skipping lectures again... haiz! both tto and marketing! ahya!
BAD GIRL!!!
but think again, i spent most of my time talking and talking in the lectures. So, even if i went, i would be occupying one seat and creating noise pollution.
Therefore, actually i am sacrificing myself for the sake of other people=) I know that they need to concentrate in the lectures. NO DISTURBANCE!
hahhaha!
Really, i tried my best to listen attentively in lectures, but failed. I just cant concentrate, easily distracted!!!
I realized too much freedom wasn’t good. In pri and sec sch, there were teachers around to ask me to shut up and threaten to call my parents if i could not stop talking. Poly, no teachers, but freedom! hahha! no one to stop me from talking!

soooo i must take control!!! self control self control! TRY TRY TRY to pay attention in class yanyan!!!=)

ANNNNDDDDD.......
SSM IS OVER!
wooohooo!
i miss the fun in ssm.
i miss the gromming check.( which i passed ONCE only)
i miss scolding chong for helping me to collect my plates.
i miss seeing the bulldog.
i miss everyone in ssm!

I WILL MISS YOU,SSM!!!
GOODBYE!!!!

But... good thing, now i can have my healthy HAIRSTYLE!!! No more GEL on my hair! LOVE IT!!!

National day is coming!!! kite flying!! cant wait!!! heeheee!

ihateblanks!!!

2009-07-26T11:22:00.001+08:00

YES! I hate blanks!
there are sooo many blanks in my TTO lec notes!
whats the reason for it??
i didnt go for lec!
5 hours of waiting before the lec is torturing! theres nothing much to do in school.
wanted to study but cant... stopped at lec 3..
haiz.. waiting for the kind soul to give me the words to be filled.. hahaha
I swear i am going for all the lectures from now onwards! maybe not for bese.. haha

Slept at 7 last night and woke up at 9 this morning! woooohooo! really shiok! i think i deserve such a long rest hahah..

Almost got sunburnt yst because that stupid ''rental'' apply pain cream onto my sensitive face! just one hour, my entire face was feeling hot, burning~~ and it was really red!

hahhaa.. anyway, i got tanned!

I am really =DDD

2009-07-19T01:42:00.003+08:00

I hope things work well this time!
heee..

clueless...

2009-07-18T00:45:00.002+08:00

here i am, stuck in the same situation...
i really have no idea of what to do and how to do...
if i know, i woulnt have failed...
i am afraid that the starting might be the ending...

Hoping to find a solution?
i think none have..

but its still not too late..

Picnic @ VIVO!

2009-06-06T10:26:00.007+08:00

Yeah! picnic with minmin,veevee and alwin! meg couldnt make it that day... nvm! there's always next time!

saw popeyes in the early morning at outram park station.. They are over friendly, kept smiling and smiling at me.. Feel so weird.. After the bad experience i had at the merlion park, i am somehow afraid of seeing popeyes.. Anyway, that day i was super early, meeting minmin, vennv and alwin at 11, but i was there half an hour earlier! Standing there like statue, and many people approached me to ask me for directions. I look like an information counter! haha!

picnic@vivo@11am!

its kind of crazy to have picnic at that timing.. 11am.. you must be thinking, it will be freaking hot as the sun will be out!... haha! we are quite fortunate, it was cloudy that day and i bring my shades for nothing! so irritating, its always this case.. i bring shades, it will be a cloudy day.. I made SANDWICHES ppl!!! hahaha.. super proud cos they said those sandwiches were nice! AR... i have talent in making sandwiches too=) Played games and did forfeits... i came out those very dumb forfeits and in the end, i did most of them.. I feel so cheated! the necklace i bought from the african man didnt bring me luck!! IT WAS TOLD TO BRING ME LUCK!!! went to watch monster vs alien!! really very funny! I love BOB! so cute.. this description sounds like someone ar.. by the name of LYL..hahaa..

Met jm,zq and jj after movie, went arcade and pet shop! i seriously want to own a bull dog or golden retriever! Stupid jack, abandon me! treated u like prince alr, give you the food i eat, bath somemore! haiz.. disappointing!

SSM P1 yst, quite lucky to have mr tripp, chan and chong to be the inspector.. They are really nice, especially tripp! haha.. i thought i had finished setting, but i totally forgot about the wine glasses.. '''I AM DONE, SIR!'. Mr tripp looked at me unconvinced, ''are you sure, yanling?''

''YES SIR!'' i don know why i was so confident... haha.. and he went on and on.. are you sure, are you sure?.. ''YES VERY SURE!'' Till, he said '' yr wine glasses?''

Thats my gift to you=) haha..

I should have thought of it! haiz! wasted one min!

serving of food, didnt follow protocol!!

Thats all!! having camps soon!! whoohooo!

sorry for not able to book the chalets....SORRY!!!

SEE YOU GUYS SOON AT THE CAMP=))!!

bye~~

a week a bang!

2009-05-30T12:06:00.015+08:00

I LOVE THESE PHOTOS! the effects are so cool!! haha

Alwin is finally in the photo!!

Hhaha..end this week with a BANG! Going for Sundown Marathon later... Before that, meeting papa to don know what Balestian Road... Forever like to disturb me on weekends.. haha.. But at least i can have free meals with him=) WORTH IT..

Thurs went to work at KENYON building as waitress with zack, poheng and her BF(Jason), serving drinks to the ang mog VIPs.. Earn 40 bucks in three hours with free cheese cakes!!! haha.. ZACK! that box of cheese cake is mine.... I tabao it! Steal my cheesecake still say me! stupid ph, having honeymoon with her bf! make me so paiseh..

Ate dinner with zack after that at the WAI ZAI HK, wa... ordered that super gross Sago Mango Ice cream Pudding! Thought it was mango pudding with ice cream... feel so cheated. it really taste horrible! i admited that it looks like shit... yellowish.. yucks! i still have to pretend that it taste nice, so that zack won laugh at me.. In the end, didnt finish up... Just played with it by mixing it with tea and some veg...

ME! in waitress unifrom. RIGHT,Zack and PH!

ZACK was wearing a skirt! haha.. cant stop laughing when i saw Jason and him..

Fri! BESE presentation!! ahha.. its over! wohoo! SPORTS DAY! played table tennis with zq, jm, jj, george and Joey. I think i have potential and talent in table tennis too=)) hahaa.. quite pro for beginner, ZQ said that! hahaha. don praise me too much.. i will get complacent!

Going to call peipeimian to chit chat lo...

bye yanyan~~~

photos photos and more photos!! 175 photos!

2009-05-27T19:52:00.012+08:00

haha.. hmmm, nothing much.. or actually somethng happened, but i cant remember.. I have slight STM...

ohoh! Had chalet this monday again.. haha its was real fun! Crapped alot with yvonne, yvo's ''twin'' from class 03.. Playing and bullying each other during the ssm.. haha.. Mr chan was saying that the two of us are very noisy and always disturbing each other.. yippeee, going out with her, jie min, jiamin and (forgot the name) to play tennis or sing next wed!!!

First week of sugarloaf- BAR! with Farah!

wooohooo!

Had my Jap presentation on Tues, its okie=) Thanks to Taufiq! I MUST TREAT YOU ONE DAY!!!

THURS:

Marketing and TTO consultation today!

haha.. ar... bored... and went to eat at top table! the food is not really good as what i expected...

i didnt finish the soup, the main course, dessert, coffee.. i was drinking the ice water only.. The waitress keep refilling for me.. make me so full..

haha..175 photos took today in the com lab with meg, venn, jiamin and alwin. stupid alwin took one with us only.. upload the others photos soooonn...

bye~~~

my hair: PASSED!=))

2009-05-20T13:49:00.009+08:00

That's my HAIR!

For the first time in my life time, or i should say in ssm, i passed my hair!!! haha.. I woke up every mon at 5am for this sem. My mum and papa will wake up to watch me prepare. sometimes help abit.. Sacrifice their precious sleeping time to see my stupid hair and laugh at it. Most of the time, Mum will help me gel my hair, while papa will be there inspecting her. But... forever, i never pass my hair even my whole family think that my hair was really really neat. My hair was never that neat okie! haha.. surprisely, Mr malik passed my hair, when i myself think that it was a mess because i gel it myself that day. hahaa.. so happy!!!

CONGRATES YANYAN!

Three cheers and three cheers for u!

Last sat, went out with Jiamin,Yvo and Mag to chinatown.. Visited TA, eat, and Sing!! haha.. we got super high! sing lots of S.H.E songs! seriously.. our voices are not bad! Btw! JIAMIN, read yr blog! don threaten me ar!!!.. haha..

This week.. its over! haha.. everything was completed, squashing, graduation ceremony except eating at SAKAE! haha. thanks to that stupid Tan!

okie! next week going to be flooded with projects and EXams....

Going picnic, fishing, cycling with my lovely friends! looking foward=))

=)))!!!

Arita yaki!

2009-05-17T20:01:00.002+08:00

Sunday! have to do research on arita yaki!!
arr... next week will be super busy! Help out in the Graduation Day, BESE test, SAKAE SUSHI TRIP, Squashing! wohooo!
Exciting week too! i begin to love bus 69..... haha.... of course theres a reason to it! don feel like saying... wahaha

Learnt this today, when u lose something, u will gain something back in return=)
Treasure the things you gained and don lose it!

SMILE=)

no network~~~

2009-05-14T16:21:00.002+08:00

wahaha! blogging again! finally... there's ppl complaining of the spider webs alr.....
but theres no network at my sis's house!! Waiting for my new house to be renovated... JUNE~~~ have to camp at mac or starbucks to do project everytime... haha... most of the time is not project... but MSN! haha. chatting!

anyway, had presentation for APEL on tues. It was so much fun!!! haha.. our brilliant poly musical! hahaa.. express our feelings anfd thoughts with songs! Barney, HI 5, L.O.V.E, lonely and IF YOU ARE HAPPY AND U KNOW U CLAP YR HANDS! Ah gong with four cute little grandchildrens, which is venn,jia min, meg and me!=) heee! love this HI-5 song since young! L.O.V.E show me L, show me, O, show me V and finish with an E... We danced and practiced in the project room hahah.. but end up, the stupid technology in LAB 1 failed us! no sound!! Had to sing barney song in the end... so idiotic! its okie! we still end with a BANG! hahah.. so cool!

Played tennis and squash with mei, bell, liping and money yst! haha.. mei ting and i were teaching manyi and liping squash. both learnt it quite fast unlike mei ting and i... kena scolded by coach for so many times... After sports, went to eat!! haha.. stingray, cockles and the veg( don know what's the name)... and chit chat alot with mei.. hahah!

next week going cycle? hmmm.. at ecp?? hahah

camping now at tp library.... until 9? hahaa...

yanyan is leading a meaningful life!

2009-04-24T22:37:00.003+08:00

A busy day, that makes a meaningful life.. ''I love my life now''.. hahhaa.. copy this phrase from TAN LI PIN... haaha!

In the morning, packed again.... ar... and enjoying the music... found the bgss class magazine and looked through it..missed my friends and the life in the school..=(( i was super efficient today! packed all the books within two hours! heee... sweating like hell.. went to bath and rushed to school to meet edwin to give him the notes on coke and pepsi.

Waited for him for 20mins... and he didnt appear.. thought he forgot, so went to lab to print ssm lec notes.. He called me back and i realised we supposed to meet at 6pm... hahaha.. ar, brain jam! cant remember too many things...

And... Tennis Again with mag and yvo.. Liping came awhile and left after i borrowed the racket for her.. Went for IG meeting.. and particpate in the Hand wheelbarrow event.. I was doing the crawling and liping was holding onto my legs.. its damn tiring and funny (i don know why, just feel like laughing) i just lie my whole body on the grass with the stadium spotlights shining on me and others looking at me... i feel proud of myself after completing the crawl..heee

anyway, life's good..

Previously, reaching home at around 10pm every night

Now, reaching home in decent hours, like 6, unless theres event or playing sports

Making papa upset because i spent little time with him and family

... now, he's happy whenver i stepped into the house.. a wide smile across his face welcoming me back

Sleepin at around 2am every night, waking up at 7am in the morning...

... now, sleeping at the time when my liver need to recharge, 11-12pm!

falling sick easily, restless everyday

... now, a healthy lifestyle, keepin fit by meeting up with friends to play tennis, squash or badminton every week!

little time for myself, doing things like day dreaimg.. haha

... now, doing things i like anytime, anywhere!

feel so freee~~~~

OOkie, its time for me to oink lo! 12plus=)

Patient yanling, be patient=)

2009-04-23T01:01:00.004+08:00

Raining heavily... and i supposed to sleep now after my friends asked me to sleep right now and i promised them i will, because i am not feeling well.. THANKS FOR YR CONCERN GUYS=) I WILL GET WELL SOON!

Was feeling sick these few days.. today after the orientation, i was feeling feverish and papa took my temp, a slight fever.. The root of my sickenss: the dust that was accumulated for don know how long! I am sensitive to dust as well... Packing up things, cos finally moving out! Whole house was in mess and my sensitive nose started operating... Ah choooo! sneeze and sneeze...used up three boxes of tissue boxes within a night.. abit exaggerating... but really! i hate the wetness inside my nose! i must make it dry!!! hahaa.. after the sneezing, came the real flu.... and i knew it! Accompanied by the fever as well! Standard operating procedures! i know my body well=)
hahaa.. After the fever, everything will be fine, the sun will rise again in the morning...
I need a good rest, just like what liping always said... AND I DESERVE A GOOD REST

Such a troublesome kid! linyanling! Sensitive nose, sensitive skin and ears and like to try stupid things.... so since young, i went to see doctor for alot of cases.. I loved making milo dinosaur when i was about 8 years old, smart right! 8 alr know how to make dinosaur.. hahaa.. each day, i drank 4-5 cups of dinosaurs.. and i got into hospital after two- three months.. because of throat infection... Mummy said, you are expensive! hahaa.. NONO, I AM PRICELESS=) No money in this world is able to buy me..haha.. so its lucky for papa and mummy to have me!

ar... feel like continue writing... but i need REST!
yes, go yanyan, go oink oink!
hahaah... SAYONARA=)

a seal! finally...

2009-04-12T00:21:00.007+08:00

Hahahha.. went to grip the seal yst, but didnt manage to get it. TOday finally, i caught it.. hmmm, acutally it wasn't me, the malay guy helped me to grip after seeing my pathetic gripping skill... hahah.. liping was nagging since yst about wasting money on that useless seal.. Yr that frog slipper was not benificial at all! anyway, i think i am getting unhealthier recently.. eating supper at KFC, long John silver every night after work... all fast foods! argh! and after eating all these unhealthy food, i will feel gulity.. will make myself drink plently of water... until my stomach going to burst, then i will be relieved.. i think by drinking more than the required glasses of water( which is 8), my unhealthy level wiil be back to HEALTHY level.. next mon going to play tennis with liping! hahaha.. don worry, i will teach u! hahha.. though i only played it once in my lifetime..

WED~~bugis, tm

went out with mag and yvo , met them at 12, to have our lunch and went shopping!! hahah.. bought friendship bands and a watch! i love the watch.. if u happen to see me looking at the watch, don be mistaken! i am NOT looking at the time! i am purely admiring the watch.. haha

Wanted to shop alot of clothes for the new sem, but cant find any... in the end bought one dress and a shirt..

went to meet mei after that.. hahaa... i am so busy, but i manage to find time for u kkk... must be contented! lol... hahha.. did alot of window shopping cos cant find the clothes we wanted... next week go out again=))

Mei's necklace! we bought the same design... haha
Sleeping... heee...

sensitive again...

2009-04-10T00:24:00.003+08:00

argh.... my skin got sensitive again! haizz... redness because of the combiderm cream.. makes ppl think that i put make up.. hahaa..
why sensitive again.... must be the NATURE.... hahah.. like grass... or branches... spider webs, insects...
YES! doc, i admit i am in contact with the NATURE~~~
hope i could recover soon!!
Went working today at arcardia..so much fun! hahah i gripped an umbrella at the craw machine! hahah.. FIRST in my lifetime! i used to grip the toys i wanted when i was about 7, spent alot of money on the machine. But didnt manage to grip any.. so i gave up on it entirely.. these machines are cruel.. letting a small girl to experience failure at such a young age...till now, i regained my confidence.. 11 years.... hahhaa
anyway...
its a slacking job!
wahaha
after work, was hunting for a house phone..but its quite late, so most of the shops were closed.. went back to bedok inter sheng xiong to buy a mini phone.. quite cute! hahah
was excited because i wanted to call, and chat with this someone... hahah
but it failed me! i cant call out! It accepts incoming calls only! so stupid!
what an idiotic phone!
ilikeyou so much, end up u disappoint me!
hun! Tomorrow, i will bring you back to sheng xiong and replace you for another phone!
think twice before u fail me again! you left with few more hours to go.... will try calling in the morning again! THINK and behave normally if you want to have a caring and loving owner like me=)
so, let me call out okie!

4.4.09

2009-04-05T00:41:00.002+08:00

5years 4 months,
7months more...
Shocked and overjoyed
smiling
waiting...
heee=)

what a kick! coming soon...

2009-04-01T12:08:00.012+08:00

Arrr.... wanted to blog about the movie trip with liping and tina last night, but the minute i think about it, i will be freaked out... Damn scared! haiz... so i blog today in the early morning! hahha..

I seldom scream when watching ghost movies in cinema... however...

coming soon, you are the one!

which makes me scream like hell!

Throughout the whole movie, i was holding onto the popcorn, making use of it as a blocker to block the view...

These few days slept quite early, usually sleep after everyone in my family.. Now i sleep before them, so i can sleep at ease.. haizz... I expected it, after each ghost movie i watched, i will have the same outcome: Scared in the night, afraid of going toilet,waking my parents up,on every rooms' light in order to go toilet or take water..

hope this feeling will go off soon and stop my wild imagination! I can think of anything and everything.. the ''thing'' can appear from here, there.. Haiyo...stop thinking! IHATEIT!

Photos of the movie trip... Tina refused to take pic with us because she didnt put on make up... We didnt too.....
CONFESSION OF A SHOPAHOLIC! i wan to watch! ahha.. next week! look like pregnant woman in this pic... haha..
Went to sing with MAG and YVO at amk.. hahah.. finally, was given three mic, so the three of us can sing S.H.E songs.. Sang mostly S.H.E songs.. and old songs like Tong Nian, Xi shui Chang lu, Wo zhi zai hu ni etc... feel so old, falling back... haha! But they are nice! haha.. the staffs kept coming into our room, asking u to buy what lunch set, dinner set.. Haiyo, irritating..Think my singing is improving.. haahaa..

happy april fool!
to you, my truely friend, you are really good, i appreciated it for everything u had done for me for the past years, will remb u forever... thankyou, i hope that u are not that awarkard anymore.. i know you won be reading this, but really, we are still good friends right? xiaoxin=)

I cherish this friendship.

date? thats what u normally think.. haiz.. stop saying that i am doing fine and everything changed.. did i really reply u with two words? thats jus one of the msg....

went on an Escape!!!!!!!

2009-03-30T01:12:00.029+08:00

I should have blogged about the trip yesterday.. which is sat, but its really late when i got home and i was really too shagged.. i went out from 9am to 10.30pm! that was longer than my working hrs which is from 12pm- 10pm! hahaha.. but i enjoyed myself, that's the most important thing. I hope u guys enjoyed it too! Have lots of fun!

The day began with PEI LIN, met her at 9am to chat awhile and rushed down to Bedok inter to meet Bellar, manyi,liping,shimin,jac and meijie.. That blurred bell didnt arrange the meeting place properly with me before that day, and we all were at different part of Bedok inter.. haha.. Last min notice, meet at MRT control station.. As usual, liping was late.. she still tell me shes on bus when shes actually still waiting for bus.. haha.. stupid! told me this today after work, gave me the chance to scold u! ahhaha..

Bell is getting smarter, brought camera to take down the memorable moments with us, especially with me! hahah.. Reached there about 12pm and not much ppl were there.. I think the reason for the low visit rate is because the price of the ticket is $17.70 (theres no STUDENT price, they should have, mac and kfc have student meal at student price, thus they should follow the trend! must be ''IN'' to get us in...) And somehow, there will be some disappointment because theres always some rides under maintainence.. This time were inverter, flipper and rainbow.. Manyi and i never took a ride on the rainbow before or seeing it funcion... haha.. soo its always under maintainence...(maintain closing, it means)

I told everyone to look at the camera and smile... completely ignored by them... sad... nvm, i took myself, thanks bellra! for being my personal photograher! cheese~~~ They are flying~~~ iamnot.. haha.. not because i am heavy to fly, i will feel giddy.

This is the mix mix Team! This is Blacks Team!After the competition! Completely wet!! PEACE PEACE ppl! VvvvV

I sat on this fighter boat! super unglam!

Our first stop: The pirate ship!

haaha.. thrilling and could feel my heart sank when it was going downwards.. I screamed! MY CAP FLYING OUT! and i screamed alot... bellra was beside me.. she said she screamed too.. but i realised her scream was: haha haha hahahaha! like witch! i was screaming like hell, and there she was, laughing like hell....

Next: Mini roller coaster

haha.. took this three times! ahha.. first with bellra, next with jac and lastly alone..

my back really aches..

Next: Wet and Wild!

haaha.. this is the one which we get WET~~~

its fun! ahha.. like showering.. manyi and i were shouting: NO KICK! haha...

Next Haunted house~~~ wooooo~~~~

hahaa.. very funny here!

we went in the first time and we didnt move.. we were screaming when theres nothing.. NO ''ghost'' or anything.. we were just frightening ourselves.. haha.. None of us want to lead.. so we ran out of the house.. and felt so paiseh.. 7 of us.. so timid! haha.. we were not going to escape! we went in again! haha.. but this time with other ppl joining us too.. haha.. they lead the way.. but bell and i were behind.. its scary toooo... kept turnin my head behind to see.. though i cant see anythin.. bell and i were holdin onto each other real tight... hahha..

After that, went for LUNCH!!

at Burger King! jac treated us! ahha.. so generous! THANK YOU SO MUCH! ARIGARTO

haha..

Lastly! Went in again to play pirate ship and GO kart!

Go kart... fun! but the cars are old.. i remb last time i was stuck at the slope because not enough gas.. and my car went backwards.. cant get out of the ar, waiting for the staff to realise someone missing and come to my rescue.. but they were slow.. i waited quite long, tanning myself under the bright sun... thus not a nice experience.. haha.. but this time round, not bad! just that my right leg have difficulty stamping the gas.. really stretch my leg.. *my legs are not short

After that, went to meet weeyang at bedok inter to go to east coast! Saw a african booth at inter, tempted to take a look because of the crowd.. haha.. sound auntie.. but saw weeyang, so didnt have the chance.. Took bus to pp( learnt this term from wy) haha.. and walked to EC.. went to bowl! hahah... i broke my records! usual records are 45-60..haha! i had 80plus and 102! hahah 102! heeee! super happy! wahahaha... most importanly! i won NG WEE YANG! heeeheee! ahya.. lucks on my side yst! hahhaha... nwy, u die alr... i think i am improving tremendously..hahah

After bowling, tended to walk awhile to rest our feets before cycle.. but we were just too tired to cycle.. so we walked and walked all the way to EC jetty? forgot what it's that.. or BEdok jetty? hahha. chatting about each other's stuffs and happenings.. haha.. after that, walked back to pp to have our dinner? more like supper.. cos those stores at the food court were busy closing down when we were still eating.. haha.. lastly i put all my unglam pics alr..

anyway! waiting for u to challenge me bowling again! hahaa

Really had fun yst! haaha... thanks guys!!

see ya real soon! remb we had free tickets to go for an ESCAPE again!! hahaha

yanyan sleeeping~~~~~~~my bed, love you!

Lin Yanling is really 13 years old?!

2009-03-26T23:45:00.008+08:00

Lin Yanling is really 13 years old

Did these tests on facebook on YOUR TRUE AGE. and my true age is.....13!
lol... not true! definitely untrue! i am a mature girl with mature thinking!
Another test is on this Nationality test: Japanese

Very polite and thoughtful! You always think of other people, before thinking of youself. Unfortunately, this way of thinking will only turn out to be good for you, if the other person is Japanese as well.
Hahahha, surprsingly... i thought i am going to be some jungle people.. cos CAL always say liping and i were monkeys.. Like to monkey around! CRAP!

Last test i did:

Mei sent the link to me..
Your view on yourself:You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

views on education: Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

not just you alone is feeling pain... don always think its one- sided just because i seemed fine to you..

iam=)))

2009-03-18T22:44:00.000+08:00

I LOOKED RETARTED IN THIS PIC!! HAHAHA.. BUT LOVE IT..heeeeee

hheeeyanyanis=))..

went to MOE today, early in the morning... Meeting yvo at 12.30, but i finished the submission of the form at 11am.. NTU is really near MOE, and i was so hungry to the extent that i could hear my hunger pangs, i went to NTU to search for the foodcourt... NTU is big!! hahha.. i looked kind of weird wearing shorts with blouse and sandles there... anyway,cant find the foodcourt.. but found seven eleven! the chicken honey pau is $1! outside is selling at around 60cents?? WOW!!!!! haha..i was too hungry... no choice, bought the pau and orange juice.. went to sit by the pond and enjoyed the pau... was staring at this tree for half and hour, thinking what it looks like.. my conclusion: it's a tree, normal tree... hahha... sitting alone, eating and admiring the scenery, bulidings is an enjoyable thing to do..it gives me a feeling of being overseas.. after finished eating, went to explore NTU.. love exploring..just like i am overseas...hahha... and took pictures of NTU bulidings.. I found out their buildings have very unique names like nanos... haha.. cool!

I WANT TO GET INTO UNI!!!!!!

This is the tree, normal tree i am talking about..hahaha

thousand smiles and warm thank yous=))

2009-03-16T22:46:00.000+08:00

This morning was super screwed up.. Set three alarms yesterday, 5am,5.30am and 5.45am.. All of them rang, but i turned them off and set new timing.. I thought i set at 6am.. but in the end when liping called me few times looking for me, i realised i set 7am..iam late, real late! I was supposed to meet her at 6.40! But i woke up at that time! Quickly brushed up and cab down to Bedok Mrt.. and there, wanting to top up my ezlink using nets, but i was stucked at the machine.. The machine just don allow to top up! called liping down from the platform and borrowed her card.. Still, hers was rejected as well.. After 15 mins, a very kind lady helped me out with that machine.. I inserted the wrong side.... Why i didnt try the other side of the cards!!! TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT IT! and... of course we missed the bus to the pier.. so we cab again.. to the pier... 10dollars plus.... Didnt have my breakfast.. and i was super hungry.. but not to the extent of fainting... Two uniquely s'pore staffs gave me apple and cheese bread to eat.. haha.. so touched! the green apple is nice and crunchy!! haha.. heard the crunch in my mouth.. it is from south africa..

That's my morning......

took this photo of the cruise.. cant take the pic of the whole ship.. its big! LOL! didnt realise those three orange movable toilets when i was talking this pic...

Helped the passengers alighted the buses and they were very polite...

More than hundreds of THANK YOU, THANK YOU SO MUCH, MERCI AND... YOU ARE SWEET, KIND AND LOVELY heard today=)

heeee....

really shagged but contended and enjoyed myself

loving myself each and everyday

2009-03-15T03:23:00.000+08:00

hahha.. i have such a loyal fans, mei ar! waiting for my post... so touched... not to disappoint you, so i wrote this post... hahhaaa

went out with mei on thurs.. actually wanted to post yesterday, but she's slow...upload the photos for such a long time...my precious little time.. hhaha.. anywhere, we went to MARINA SQUARE to see my work place.. we were eating at this jap restaurant, i had been wanting to try out the $6.60 lunch meal since i started working at kenny,its affortable for a whole set meal.. Everyday, i stand there facing their restaurant, looking them through the thin piece of glass, noticed the words: ''iamsatisfied'' written on the customers' faces, i told myself: I MUST EAT THAT $6.60 MEAL! and i did it! i was sitting opp kenny, tempting my colleagues... hahhaa... what an enjoyable thing to do... actually, that's nothing better to do... hahhaha...After that, went to suntec IT fair, bought candy floss to eat!! hahah.. asked the aunite to give me more, and later i regreted it... Mei and i cant finish it... its really big, sticky and SWEET! too sweet! We kept stuffing the candy floss into our mouth and eeeyerrr my mouth was sticky too.. next time should just pour water over the floss to make it contracts so that i can finish it.

Saw the body shop 70percent sales, many ppl (mostly ladies) haha... including mei and i... Went in to squeeze with ppl and then didnt buy much things.. instead, i was moore excited about the other fair. the chocolates! i was talking happily to mei about the choco fair when i noticed it.. ''Faster faster, i wan buy choco choco chocolateeee!'' ahhaha.. the security guard looked at me and laughed...

My 7th day at kenny! Some seniors there thought liping and i could not survive for two days! but we did! there's a time when ppl thought we couldn't make it, but we did.... hahha.. iamnot a spolit child or the only child or a weak girl! There are ppl who are really good to me, helping me out, i know who are you! hahha. thank you!
lastly, i want to shout out loud: i am determined and i can endure the hardship that ppl thought i couldnt!!!!

yanling, i believe you can! 100percent trust on you=) GAMBATE!

happy as always, but today really really happiii!!!!!

2009-03-12T00:23:00.000+08:00

THis photo tells everything!
GPA OF 3.5!
that's my target for this sem!

anddd i achieved it!!! heeee, GPA=3.64!!

WOW! yanling! you made it! i knew you could..ahhahaha

Accumulated gpa is 3.53! Just managed to get slighly more than the 3.5.

Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeee=)))))

iamhappy, really!

This morning when i saw the msg from the sender: 782294, i though it was some advertisement or crap... so i just took one look at the msg and turned it off. Suddenly, a word flashed across my mind, i saw that word! ''RESULT'' OMG! I immediately open the msg again and there it is, THIS SEM RESULT! ahhaha... org beh, bcs Z! hahaha... 2 As and 2bs and 1b... HAHAH.. i was jumping for joy at watsons! hahaha...

told papa and he called to ask me about the results.. and he promised to give me a reward.. haha.. i bet the most generous reward he going to give is... 15 satays at market block 85..WAHAHAH.. but nope! i will not let this happen! papa..... i wann... something that is more meaningful and useful.... like giving me money to buy clothes.... heeee.. or change my LG phone... U PROMISED TO CHANGE FEW WEEKS AGO ALR! huhhh!!!This is the first time i got gpa above 3.5, so i was super excited about it.. so is my papa...papa said'' wow, smart ar, can go uni le ar'' my mum was like ''good good, don be playful, so you can maintain... ''

Anywhere, i will and must continue to work harder to improve my gpa! next target: accumulated results: 3.65!

congrates to u, u really improved alot! JIAYOU O!

Working at kenny is fuN! wahahah... liping and i were always chit chatting when no one is around, and we always get caught by our manager or seniors.. '' you two split! '' hahhaa... today, ong said that liping and i have manner probs? maybe our standing manner? not too sure, forgot what she said... because, no matter who talks to me, i will always nod my head: yayayay! seems like i can remb everything they told me.. after awhile, i will ask the same ques or the things that they taught me.. so ya, that's me... hahaha... learnt alot at kenny, they are really helpful to me in future=) )

tonight, my dream will be sweet=)))

speechless

2009-03-08T00:15:00.000+08:00

that's the thing that makes me feel so hurted....

you don know me, thats why u are saying that

get to know me better..

i am not what u think..........=)

I am really trying hard to think what are the differences...

sad that you believed there are no differences based on one scenerio, maybe u might say there's more examples...

iamreflecting...

if one party just keeps giving in and putting in effort, the ending will never turn out the way you always wanted it to be. read this.... thinking about this.... is that ''one party'' refering to yrself?

if thats the case, iamspeechless.... really... no effort shown? no tolerance shown? ntg?

To u, maybe, none of them...

Woooorr KING!

2009-03-05T21:09:00.000+08:00

HAhaha.. yanyan is so creative rite?! Wooooor KING! IAMTHEKING=))) noope, is queen.. hahah.. This is my first time working as waitress! Used to work as sales promoter and cashier which are slacking jobs.. Usually i had to work at taka alone, because most of my friends could not get in as they prefer experienced ppl..Finally this holiday, someone worked together with me! TL PIN! PIN PIN PIN! hahha.. It's fun with friends working with you. and... just like what i usually say: the world is small!! Met my primary school friend, ZOO at the kenny too=) He is our trainer! yay! so cool! hahaha.. Today, he assigned me to wipe the chairs, end up he did the job and my job was really easy! hhahaa.. The supervisors and the staffs there are friendly too! They said liping and i look like 15years old.. WE DONt! I was quite agitated at first.. why should i? After giving a second thought, I should be =).. ahahha.. cos i look young! wohooo!Tried the chichek there foc.. the ROASTER CHICKEN IS NICE! hahaha..(*iamnotdoingfreeadvertising).. everything seems good, except for the pay... ahhaha... my papa was telling me that the pay is not really good and i should do something else.. Most importantly,he thinks that i am unable to endure the hardship because i dont do household chores at home. hmmm, it's reasonable for him to think that way..He laughed when i told him i am going to be a waitress this holiday cos i often broke my cups and i am abit clumsy and careless.. hahha..honestly, i am afraid of carrying heavy stuffs especially LIQUIDS which include drinks, soups.. i have the feeling that the whole tray will topple over. BUT I BELIEVE I CAN AND WILL CONQUER IT! hahah.. YANYAN! JIAYOU! U CAN DO IT! hahaha..

my luckiness save my DAY!

hahaha

was sitting down wearing socks at the market and found that i have blisters. Immediately, i rushed to the nearest pharmacy to buy one plaster. The uncle was talking to me, asking me about my job, while i was digging crazyly for my wallet in my bag. At that moment, i sweared to be neat in the future! i shouted to that uncle: UNCLE I LOST MY WALLET! U WAIT FOR ME!

the uncle was really kind, he offered to give the plaster to me for FREE! hahaa.. too late, i dashed out of the shop alr.. Luck was on my side today! A very kind hearted auntie kept my wallet and sat there waiting for me to go back to look for it! hahaa.. THE WORLD IS FILLED WITH LOVE!!! hahah.. i felt warm meeting these ppl... they brighten up my day, making me smile from the bottom of my heart! ILOVE EARTH!THE WOLRD AND MYSELF!

hahah.. yanyan love this WORLD, and the WORLD love yanyan=)))

Finallyy.... i met up with fiona! ahha.. took alot of random pics..ahha and with mei too...

A PIC AT CLASS OUTING!

once in my lifetime

2009-02-28T22:29:00.000+08:00

Big News!!!!!
LINYANLING FINALLY has THE FEELING OF ''UNLIKENESS''?
hahaha(* i shouldnt be laughing when i get angry, so this post, no haha)
I DON LIKE SOMEONE-
ONE WHO CONCEAL HER TRUE SELF
idonlikeher!
does she have split personalities? i am wondering..
wonder how many of her kind will exist and appear in linyanling's pure innocent world
idonwant!
she likes to act,she likes to fake,
and she backstab.
why must she do this
whywhywhy
idonknowwhy!
and i don wish to know
Please take them away from me now and my life!!

yanling! this world is still beautiful because there's u, so don angry kk? LIFE'S GREAT!
hahaha=)

neoprintaddiction=)

2009-02-28T18:25:00.000+08:00

hhaaha.. ITS HOLIDAY=)))

went out to have lunch with my class and then to kbox!!! hahah.. love kbox.. and most importantly love singing! Though i tend to forget the lyrics and sing some parts out of tune, i still like my voice! SWEET! hahaha... The next day TUES was our shopping trip! was looking forward to this shopping trip. Not because i can shop, but finally Farah was going out with mag, yvo and me to Bugis ! BUT, on that day, i thought she fell sick and cant go for outing, so there's some miscommunication. So it actually turned out to be the usual three of us going out again. hahha.. We took neoprints!! It had been much a long time since i took my last neoprint on xxdayxxmonth2008! hahah.. There's new machine, so we try that out. The result was super good! We love it! our face were being whitened! hahaah.. hmm, i look well with short hair too=) hahah.. After the success, we tried another machine..not as good as the first one. But overall, its not bad! hahah..

Soooooo, yvo told us there's very cheap neoprint machines at PS, some costs about 6-8bucks! hahah..so we met up on friday to take neoprints AGAIN! and this time we took three times! ahhah.. FUN playing with the machines=)) ahhah...

Was job hunting these few days, wanted to thank those who helped me to find jobs=)) I really appreciated yr helps!! THANK YOU, Xiexie, ARIGATO, GAMSAMHAMIDA=)

AND.. Friends! pls meet up often okie? keep in contact=)

ITS TIME FOR US TO MEET UP ALR DURING THIS HOLIDAY, PPL!

hahaha... arranging soon......

your maidly queen, yanyan=)

HOORAY!

2009-02-22T18:50:00.000+08:00

Final paper tmr=)))

Hahah... finally can play my pet society, geog challenge.. Though i stilll played when studying..

I want to be pilot! not a real one, as in the geog challenge.. For some reasons, i am happy,touched,emotional.. really, your words really afftected me and meant alot to me..no more words to add alr.. hahah.. last paper mark the last day of my year 1 in TP. Time flies.... Really enjoyed my year here in TP,especially getting a group of close friends. Will cherish our friendship even next year we are in different classes. Though i had regret entering poly when i first entered it, now i am gald that i am in TP. Cant wait for next sem, TCA! hahha.. waitress!! OH NO, i cant even hold a tray with soup placed on it!!!!!!!!! AND i am soon going to be a professional waitres?? ahahh... Sounds challenging! haha.. hope i can get a waitress job in the holiday to get trained for TCA!

ARRRR...PAPER TMR! AND I AM HERE SLACKING... ahhaha

its okie! start studying now!!

YANLING! GO! GAMBATE! KAJAKAJA!

HOOHOOHOO!

finally recieved these pics from mei..

Thanks!

2009-02-14T01:05:00.000+08:00

thanks for the happy moments and memories you gave! I will keep it deep inside my heart....

what'swrongwithyanyan!

2009-02-12T19:31:00.000+08:00

why a small action like this will make me feel so bad...
I never have it for a long time...

CONFUSED!

Jas sent this to me, which i find it really true... hahah!

1当你正在忙的时候，却把手机开着，等着他/她的短信……你已经❤上他/她了
2如果你喜欢和他/她两个人单独漫步……你已经❤上他/她了
3当你和他/她在一起时，你会假装不注意他/她，但是当他/她离开你的视线时，你会急着寻找他/她……你已经❤上他/她了
4当他/她受伤或生病时，你会关心他/她，替他/她着急……你已经❤上他/她了

5当他/她和别人要好时，你会感到吃不知其味……
你已经❤上他/她了
6当你看到他/她那甜美的笑时，你的嘴角会扬起一丝得意的笑……你已经❤上他/她了
7当你看到这篇文章时，心里想到某个人……你已经❤上他/她了

undescribable feeling

2009-02-12T00:03:00.000+08:00

I have you to be with,everything will be easy!

that's the 魅力 which has 魔力=)

my heart beats again...........................=))

I want to own a bulldog! so cute! ahhaha.. see the facee! so sad.. Make me laugh when i look at its EMO face.. haha... I am so going to get one! LOVE ITTT!

HELLO 2009!

2009-02-07T20:39:00.000+08:00

My first post in 2009! haha.. didnt blog for more than half year! super long! change template, hmm.. looks more appealing than the blackie.. Wanted to change to shidiqi template, but failed=(

Stupid codes! Recently, was addicted to the pet society. Created a pet named pig..haha.. though it realllyy don look like one. Feel so sorry for it.. shouldnt name it without much consideration.. One thing bad about the game is the pet race! Out of 10 races, i could only win 1!!!! It's super difficult cos there are forever too many banana skins on my track! Thats' the reason why i lose! How i wish i could throw the banana skins to other pets' track, so they can fall all the way to the finishing line! HAHAHAH! LOVE IT! Went to Huang Jin Lun and Shi xin hui's school concert last tues.. Was super lucky to get a free poster of shixinlun as i was listening to her singing, she threw the poster infront of me! And i picked it up.. HAHA...what a lucky girl ar, yanling!

ARRRR....Semester's going to end.. next week is the last week of school.. and then have to say hello to exam! Next sem will be changing class.. MISS 1H04! SNIFF SNIFF=((( Best class in my poly life! Exam's round the corner! GOOD LUCK EVERYONE! DO YR BEST! CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG!

yanling yanling go go go! yanling yanling best best best! wohoooo!

Btw, Yvo's birthday is coming! not feb 8! i remb.. finally...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

heee.......feel so fortunate! tks dar!

2008-06-10T20:26:00.000+08:00

OUTING@ ECP TODAY! YEA!!! Desheng, xuanyu( not my dar, xianyi)hahah... guys don mix up the name plsss....mei ting, MIII, peilin,bellra, jac and siti! Ask someone to take tis pic.. That's why i am in the pic... hahah... i am the photographer for the whooolleee trip... though jac took some.. and mei... her hp hopless... i bought camera today!!! haha... finally i remb to bring! but i forgot to install batteries....lolllolllll...so use my hp... ah mei and i wore that sunglasses today to shade.. and we were playing with that for the whole day..guys are forever not supportive!(except my dar...hahah) ask de sheng and XUAN YU to try our glasses, but they still don want no matter how much i say... u guys gd! nvr give face to me... catching up with them on the bus and they said i grew shorter... or maybe last time i was that height, but i gave false measurement....heeelllloooo... i am talll kkk.. just that i am shorter than u all by few milimetres....dar, i am faster than you again! i had tan today! yay! heeee.. found a soccer ball on the beach and we were playin with it... poison ball, soccer... we are really boliao...hahaha... and pls stop sayin my thinkin is like three years old kid!!! I CHANGED ALR K? haha... told them that there's a big slope at right end of ecp.. made them feel excited bout the slope... but END up disappointing... a small little slope for those kiddies... hahah... scolded by them of course... for cycling so long to play with a kid's slope.. sorry guys! it seems big to me when i was small.... hahah... de sheng was pestering ah mei, bell and me to go pool.. but we were firm bout goin kbox..hmmm i tink only ah mei is firm.. bell and i were quite soft hearted... haha..can't make decision, we ended up throwing coins.. WE WON! GO KBOX! but god is on his side.. parkway's kbox closed down long ago.. and i don know.. and i nvr check for any other outlet tat is near ecp..sooo.. POOL! that bloody de sheng is real lucky and happy! HAPPYGOLUCKY! hahaha....he wants to play pool but he don know where to play...funny ar... called dar and asked him.. and de sheng said he knew where's the place.. but end up we lost again... haah... POOL is really fun! i have beginner's luck man! and they admit i have talent too.. rite guys? hahah... really had lots of fun today!!! meet up soon k? too bad manyi, meijie,kenneth,sida,shiting,rebecca,zhijie couldn't come today, if not u all will enjoy today's outing too! hahaa..
the pro guy chen desheng...haha.. he said i have talent!!! first time he say positive things bout me!
Ah bell looks cool man! hahah... addicted to wearing sunglasses...

we wore the same tshirts again!!! hahah... they said we look like twin... haha...hmmm, i am taller k... okie, i admit i am shorter in this pic *ONLY! loolll. my stupid shoes are useless.. it is 3cm thick and i still can't win ahmei who is wearin flat shoes.

This cute indian gal kept wavin and smiling at me... haha... maybe she nvr see such a big bee b4...hahaha...

SIti! u looks scary.... why u pop up in this pic when i wan actually tryin to take pic of myself through the reflection of the mirror!

OUR bikes parking outside KFC... want to rent? rent one get the others free! wohoo

don look for me in these pics, i am photographer! sad.....

Near the slope... haha... after scolding...smile, cheese!

see! told u guys the sea is brown at ecp!

dar! i feeelll so xinfu! you are always there to share my joy.. thank you! the one and only OW XIAN YI! and i am so lucky have you! hee...i will be there with u to achieve all the goals!

ECP N KBOX TMR!

2008-06-09T21:04:00.000+08:00

YAY!!! tmr going east coast cycle or roller! finally goin to meet up with them! WOHOO! heeeee...
jus can't stop laughin.. hahhaha.... though i had been spendin hrs callin one by one and msging them, i think it's worth it! really miss u guys! Yea! can sit down and gossip again! hahah...ong shit, money, casper, kenny, zj and mj, meet up next time k? i will arrange another day to see u all! heeee....

SHI DI QI!!! STITCHY! HAHAHA...he's always beside me when that SIGUI dar talks bout ''ah ma'' thingy... it's lucky to have u around er zi!

Love this place! nice scenery! romantic too...

This place reminds me of the happy working time with ong shit and ah mei. Though we got cheated by that stupid company, we had fun tgt... hahah.. ( this pic was taken by dardar) hmmmm...his shooting skill is not bad.... hahaha

This was taken by me! the real photographer! haha... it really looks great! don't u think so?

PIKACHUUU!!!!!!! Ha.... ahbell's fav! it's kawaii ne!! and the green creature is ''trigo'' haha... that's wat i call it. dar and i were watching this pokemon roadshow after the movie on fri..ha... *note( we are not childish!) hahah.. young at heart!

dar... you are evil! Make mi addicted to missing you....

iamnotsotongtoo!

2008-06-09T00:26:00.000+08:00

I AM BACK! YHAPPYGOLUCKY!

YAY! HIIPEE HORRAY!!

Ha.. so happy! I blog again! stopped blogging last year cos of OL.. and wanted to blog straight away after OL to share my joy. buuuttt, i can't sign in cos i forgot the PASSWORD! hah..remb! iamnotblurz... was too lazy to create a new blog at tat time..
yea! today went to buy sunglasses with fool ah mei..haha...wanted to buy one on thurs when i went out mag jl and yv.. wa! the sunglasses at amk hub are real cool! but stupid mag say i look like a bee when i wear it.. A BEE?!? okie, i admit i look alittle bit like bee.. haha.. but bees are cute... so i think she is tryin to praise me but not in a direct way...haha... THANKS MAG!
AH FOOL bought the same sunglasses as mi, copycat! meow meow! actually we have many similar items.clothes, bags, shoes, shorts, necklace blar blar... haha.. few weeks ago, we met before going to sch, and we wore the same clothes on that day without informing each other..hahha.. she was damn paiseh.. but i tink it's cool man! Tat's moqi! back to the sunglasses topic, yea! There was no sun today and we were wearing that sunglasses.. hahaa..two freakies! ah fool said it looks stupid wearin sunglasses on cloudy day. i assure her that it's real common to find ppl wearing sunglasses in orchard.. soo we were lookin everywhere for ppl with glasses.... haha.. but we found none... so what if we are freaks.. we enjoyed it! rite? ah fool...we went to take neoprints at cine with our sunglasses on of course... haha.. and after the nice shots in the neoprint shop, we became very zhilian...hahah.. we continue to take pics of ourselves on the bus.. luckily we wear glasses, so none saw our faces... we rot ourselves on this bus 14 for one and half hr.. singing zhilianing....hahah... i luv rotting on the bus.. nice scenery and can chat with friends.. That's the reason i luv bus 14too.. it's slow and steady! MISS the days rottin on bus 14 with PEI PEI MIAN after workin... try bus 14! u will luv it too! take it with a friend or loved one!

Had a misunderstandin with xyyl that day... becos of stupid tech!!! IDIOT! SIGUI! hahah.. com and hp don reject mi again k??? i will ask dar to treat u all well too! i realise a talke talke can resolve alot of things.. rite? dar.. TALKE TALKE! HAHAHA

our ghostly look... haha

fool ah mei! u don look fool anymore! hahaha

my sunglasses!!! cool man!

LOVELL AND CHLOE!!!!

DADDY N MUMMY LUV U 4EVER!!!

LOVE YOU!!!